Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Glossalude

still, as in without motion, combining steel (to steel or steal oneself) and ill (to become ill in the presence of uncertainty) -
waiting, like anticipation, combined with "on": to provide service to others, to wait "hand and foot"; weight, to weigh, to contain a degree of heft, mass, girth, sinking into the ground or toward the center of the earth -
over one's head, wherein skills and tasks are expected and assigned but contain no instruction, no direction, an almost palpable sensation of drowning, of disappointment, of causing disappointment in colleagues and superiors -
rejection. to cast away. to deny the mutation or spot the thin link in the chain, the act of denying, denial, throwing out the wheat with the chaff -
negativity, the opposite of positivity, optimism or faith. to confirm or deny but to do each in the spirit of bleak fatalism, nihilism, destruction, despair -
miss as in to miss the mark, to land not on your intended target, to fail the specific for the more generalized; to crave the company of a person, place or time and ignore present rewards for the re-aquisition of past events or persons.